STILL PRAISING !!

Wow... It has been over a year since I posted. The last post was with nervousness and anxiousness to get the day over. It was the day before my husband went into surgery. Which was to be 3 hours and home the next day.... WELL not knowing there were other plans that would really make us depend and rely totally on God and the prayers of HIS people! We do not understand sometimes why we have to face and go through things sometimes... but Job did not understand either... Here he was a man that served and loved the Lord with all his might and went through unbelievable trials... I had to keep remembering that while I was so helpless and could only show love to the wonderful man that God chose for me! This has been one of the hardest times I think we have faced together! I thank God for walking no carrying us through a very difficult time! But he gets all the glory! We are ready to face our next step in this journey so we can move on and be about HIS business.... He has a plan... even if we do not quit know what that is right now... but, in HIS time he will reveal...We do not know what we would have done and do withouth our family's our christian friends and church family. I do not understand how someone can go through ordeals such as this without the Love of God and his people to help you through! It is impossible... satan just thought he would keep us down.... there was scripture that friends sent to us daily.... The night in ICU when I was struggling and didn't quite know what to think this scripture was layed before me when I opened my bible in the waiting room that night.... Exactly what our retreat was on that no matter what we face or go through we have to have the glow that Moses had coming down that moutain so others could see that he was in the presence of our Holy God. Then when I would get to go in and see my sweet husband my heart would ache and the tears would fill my eyes.... that he was struggling and didn't understand what was going on... This scripture I would speak everytime I went into his room... Psalms 91:14-16. This has been my comfort to make it through.